Ever wonder how come as you sit in an empty room, you feel as though the walls were closing in on your and the oxygen was slowly disappearing? I think it's because sometimes, you just gotta open the door and let go of some stuff, in my case some people.

It took some time and a lot of encouragement but I finally got it, or, let go of it.

Strange how it feels in the end, like this ticking timebomb in your head was finally difussed and all you have is the shell.

I always wonder why it's so hard for me to understand it. But then, I realize that the thing that enchanted me was just the thought and not that itself.

I hope you understand what i'm getting to. I'm trying to say enough without saying too much.

Anyway, it's a new year, a better me who now names all her gadgets thank-you-very-much

I'm just real happy to say, i'm starting off the year without any tears and bad feelings. I hope it sticks 'cause it feels great.

I hope you all learn how to let go sooner or later.

trust me, it's not eaasy, it is painful but it is worth it. That's how bluntly i can say it.

I hope everyone enjoyed the holidays and is preparing themselves for a long 12 months.